"...usually when you uh, got— serious, with someone. Like, dating wise. Friends, sometimes, but they— they didn't usually take time the same way, I-I don't know."
She's cringing even as she admits it, humiliated by her own stupid emotions. It's not normal to be jealous of people around your brother, like this, and knowing it's something wrong with her brain helps rationalise it but... ugh.
"You never did anything wrong, you were just... living your fuckin' life and I'd sit there feeling fucking sick because you didn't have as much time for me and— it's fucking stupid. I never said anything because it was fucking stupid."
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"...usually when you uh, got— serious, with someone. Like, dating wise. Friends, sometimes, but they— they didn't usually take time the same way, I-I don't know."
She's cringing even as she admits it, humiliated by her own stupid emotions. It's not normal to be jealous of people around your brother, like this, and knowing it's something wrong with her brain helps rationalise it but... ugh.
"You never did anything wrong, you were just... living your fuckin' life and I'd sit there feeling fucking sick because you didn't have as much time for me and— it's fucking stupid. I never said anything because it was fucking stupid."